The Attention Whore

Check out the new Trash Jam in BJ41!!!  It’s absolutely KEWL!!!  I’ve been playing the Basement Jaxx song in my car for, like forever!  The music can best be described as BEST SIAL, man!  When I’m stressed out from work and driving on my way home, that is just the song to play!!!  So, Jammers in the house, check out this particular song when the new release comes out.  Hope you’ll love it as I do.

On a different note, life’s been a bit heavy for me to handle.  My workload seems to be increasing.  Travelling has not lessened, but in fact, increasing some more.  I’m not really complaining about that, but sometimes when I’m tired from all the travelling and work, I can be quite a hateful person.

There are also issues at work with my colleagues.  Letih nak layan kerenah semua orang.  Why can’t adults behave and act like adults?Then, there are family issues that have worn me down.  Hal adik beradik.  Then a close aunt just went through a major operation, and with that comes added responsibility at home as she is now staying with my family.  Another aunt has been staying with us also, and all I can say is…  I suck at time management and handling responsibilities.

Lately, I can see sides of me that make me hate being the way I am.  Sometimes, I can say and do things that actually make me wonder how I ended up being that way.  At the end of the day, all I can do is sit down and say that I’m tired.  But that’s not a good excuse for being mean to others.

But I’m lucky to have good friends around who are always willing to lend an ear, a shoulder to cry on.  Sometimes not all of them might know or understand what I’m going through, but when I’m in their company, they always cheer me up and always make me feel that I am still a treasured friend.  Thank you, guys.  You know who you are.

Okay, enough with all the complaining and self pity.  I guess there are just certain moments in your life that will pull you down, but the most important thing is how you pull yourself out of it, and how you learn from it.  So, so far, alhamdullillah.  Praise to Allah that my life is still blessed in many ways as compared to others.

So, next stop,  BJ41 and the Miracle Team Challenge.  I’m not really sure if I can handle the workload that’s coming up, but I guess I’d better start working on my time management.  I can’t always give that as an excuse.

Anyway, yesterday was the first practice I had with my team.   Two of the original members are still around - Shah and Raymond.  We now have Kak Anita, Stephanie and Henry in the team.  And as usual, our ever efficient Team Manager, Osman is there to help manage things for us, and he now has an assistant, Mike.

It feels good to work with people who have so much passion and dedication over an interest we all share - dancing.  Some people might not be dance professionally, but they more than make up for it with love and enthusiasm.

I went back home last night feeling tired, but it was a good kind of tired.  And it’s great hanging around people who are awesome to hang out with.  You guys rock!  Keep it up!

Have to go.  Kerja berlambak but I can still find the time to blog.  Will catch up with you guys again soon.  Jangan sampai kata this blog is already dead.

See ya!